Dear Love,

This is the first 

Letter again,

But I'm adding more

Things to it.

Let me start this

off by saying

That I'm so thankful

To have you 

In my life.

Before I met you,

I was depressed and

Going through a dark time.

I was consantly

Getting bullied and being called

A "slut", not to mention

Being treated like a slave at my house.

I was going through a very tough heartbreak 

From a guy that I thought

I loved, but he 

Didn't.

He never did.

On Christmas night,

I got admitted to a mental hospital

Because I attempted suicide and failed.

He said that I did that

For attention. 

When I got out 7 days later,

I found out that you texted me again.

That made me so freaking happy,

I started dancing and singing almost at once.

That night that we first met,

I was so nervous yet excited.

Not to mention shy.

I was so afraid to kiss you.

I was afraid that you wouldn't like me after,

But you proved me wrong.

You brought me out of my comfort zone.

I'm so proud of that.

You made me who I am today.

I'm so much stronger 

And I'm now able to give

Love back again.

I'm also so thankful for you

Because you have been 

By my side through all my problems.

You never once left my side.

I hope you never do.

I am so grateful

And thankful

To have you with me to this day.

My favorite date has to be

January 10, 2018.

The day that we shared our

First kiss, in your car.

The day that we first touched 

Hands.

The day that our special 

Relationship

Started. 

I will never forget that day.

The way you hugged me

Was very strong and warm.

You should know that 

That's my favorite thing to feel from you.

Thing is,

I can't get you out of my head.

I think about you by day,

Dream about you by night.

There is so much I want to say.

I'll save all that for the next paragraph.

I love you so much.

I love everything about you.

Like the way you care 

About so many people. 

How you stand up for people,

The way you stood up for Darian.

I love the way you try to act cool

Yet fail sometimes.

But it's very cute.

I love the way you care 

For your son and I.

It means a lot to us both.

I love the way you show

Your love to me. 

I love it when you take

Me everywhere that I want

To go. 

I love just so much

About you and about us.

Now I want to thank you.

I want to thank you for

Taking me places and

Paying for me.

Thank you for being next to me

Through thick and thin.

Thank you for being  mine

And not any one elses.

That really means 

A lot. 

The more honest and trusting we are 

To each other ,

The better our future will be.

Just remember...

I love you to space

And never back

Because my love for you

Will 

Never

Stop.

Love you always,

Your stunning girlfriend.