My love deferred

My love deferred 
My love has a price but at what price do I hold this life I'm clinging on to life like its a crazy metaphor its running from me its moving fast but no matter how hard I try I keep moving slow I shared my heart but when I got it back it was torn apart...love is a lost art cuz in this day and age if u say love people think sex in a park...foreplay on a total different level...I say forget it put my arms up cuz I'm only two step shy from meeting the devil...mistakes and perfection go hand and hand opposites attract I'm told... that's y I can't possibly love another man..I find it funny that the mind can juggle things like a juggler and is more complex than a computer but it can't solve the most simplistic problems with the most simplistic solutions.