my love for u

hey baby i really love u so much I CAN'T TELL U how much ur always gonna be my best friend but also more than friends. i never want to lose u ur like a part of my heart every were i see anime i think about u UR my heart but more than that. when i am upset you are there to cheer me up. not a day goes by that you failed on making me smile. i can't imagine life without you. You are the only person i want to spend the rest of my life with. without you, everything will never be the same. I cannot make it through if it is not because of you, you are my strength, my savior, and my happiness. Only once in your life, I truly believe, i found someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything i say and want to hear more. you share hopes for the future, dream\s that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy, or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. . your the scariest, most clever, bravest person i know, and sometimes I can't catch my breath because I'm trying so hard to keep up. There will never be another like you. you realize that, don't you? billions of people will come and go in this world, but there will never be another like you. so, when i said that i will never leave u, I meant that......i always want to be there for you, no matter what.NO matter which way. and if u don't feel the same way, that's okay, i understand. I'll just.... keep on loving you. all those other ways. i wanted to tell you that where ever I am, whatever happens, I'll always think of you, and the time we spent together, as my happiest time. i will do it all over agin, if i had the choice. NO REGRETS you are everything to me, u is the light when they are no sum, u is the rainbow after the storm, u is the star that twinkles at night, u is the moon that glows so bright, u are the wind that whistles my name (lol) Right when u entered my life, nothing has been the same, i found myself smiling even when i am alone (i love u) your special to me. you're only one who i wouldn't lose sleep for, the only one who i never get tired of talking to, and the only one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day. you're the only one that can make me smile without trying. i cant explain with just words how much u mean to me, but ur the only one I'm afraid of losing and the one i want to keep in my life. LOL all i can do is think about u baby u complete me. i thought my life was complete, happy and full before i met u but u came into my life and changed that. i honestly dont know how i gone my whole life with out u in it. i cant wait for our future together yea im looking forward to the big things but also the litle, things like cuddling up and watching movies, holding ur hand, geting in to sarcastic arguments, taking care of u and cheering u up when ur sick or had a bad day, getting lost in ur eyes, falling alsleep with ur arms wrapped around me (lol) DANG I CAN KEEP GOING BUT I STAYED UP HORUS THINKING SO I LOVE U WINK WINK, jess