My Makeup Makes Me
I once had a man tell me it isn't ladylike to curse
I once told a man to fuck off
Me encanta mi maquillje,es mi protecion,
es mi ropa para mi cara
But I do it for me,
My eyebrows are thick like my thighs,
my love handles, my emotions when I talk about something I love
I'm that hardcore Catholic who refuses to choose
That girl who does not want to fuck
but will fuck you up if you hurt someone who trusted you enough
to let you lay with her
I love passionately and unapologetically
I watch Criminal Minds and dream of being Penelope
only so Shemar Moore can hold my while I dream
I hate peanut butter and I am a vegan
I am a sinner and a fool
but fuck, I am funny
I am barely realizing I am an attractive person
I have been told I was beautiful before
but he found my best friend even more so
and so i think that compliment doesn't count
But through all of my insecurites about my big hair
my big mouth
my big boobs
my mediocre booty
my facination with bromances
and my ability to achieve my dreams
the one thing I am is unchangeable
I will always be who I choose to be and not what you or anyone
especially a fragile male ego WANTS me to be
because even if I wanted to be somone else
the real me would seep through
And sometimes filters fuck up what is magnificent as is