my mask

I lay on the floor,
She walks through the door.
What have I done?

 I feel like crying,
But i can't because in and reality I'm dying.
What have I done??

only my mum are really shattered,
I think my life actually mattered.
What have I done?!

It was an accident, I didn't mean to!
I wanna go back, think it through!
What have I done!!?

But she can't hear me.
All I can see, is her misery.
What have I done?.

I got my suffering to go away,
As I did, my mums pain started today.
What have I done?...