my million thoughts

A million thoughts in my head,

I don't know which one to follow,

I don't know which thought is wrong,

And which one is right,

If there's a right thought in there,

A million drops of blood run through my veins,

A want to let it all,

Let them leak on floor,

Let it all run out until i feel no more,

How do i stop this thought of love?

How do i stop this feeling of pain?

A million ways to die,

I wonder which one i'll take,

Nothing is more painful than a million heart breaks,

But after one how much love do you really have left,

all of it,

I carried so much love,

But then it leaked out on the floor,

I was filled with so much happiness,

Until it all was stolen from my soul,

Life was still full of wonder,

Before i met you,

Now i wonder the dark halls

Picturing the next time id see you,

What would i do,

Would i smile,

Or would i cry,

Would i wish you the best,

Or say i hope you die,

Your back in my life and all i have is smiles,

Why is it that i still love you,

My demon flower