on my mind

A stain that, plagues my brain, an inconsistency that drives me insane, a feeling that takes control of me, whenever your near me, a fantastical sensation, that sweeps my footing out from under me, every time you look at me, a invariable indescribable longing, to be by your side a wish that I so ever desire one that transpired when, I do not know, how I can only provide a hypothetical, theoretical reason behind my feelings for you, one that can't be put into words, so with my most genuine apologies, I cant explain why the thought of you has been on my mind for the longest time, it’s a mystery even to me,  and this thing belongs to me, so as you can conclude my feelings for you are true, not a crude, rude joke to poke fun at you, so I just wanted to tell you that,… you have been on my mind all the time recently, every moment I'm with you brings such blissful, graceful, indescribable  glee, that makes me want to jump for joy, and no once again this is not a ploy to, toy with your emotions, so do not take to the notion that this is just a joke because, my feeling for you a real and true, a  cold hard fact, with evidence to back, that what I feel for you is pure love, unconditional, un corruptible, compassion, with unrivaled passion, and that is why I cant stop thinking of you, that is why your on my mind all the time, I just cant take my eyes off you, it’s the truth, a feeling that leads down the right path, my last chance to show you what it is about you that makes me feel the way I do, what it is you do that makes me want to be with you, the things you did that made me fall in love with you.