My Mind

Such a disaster , I'm passing by With distress to live and get tie My heart says : don't say goodbye But my mind says: let's die! An infinite loop it has made thereby How hell would be? makes my mind mystify But i think it's like mind of my Oh misery , oh agony , oh cry! Storms in my chest arises high Darkness and clamour when unify The cold shoulders i was given by And the way they turned a blind eye In the moments i thought i will die As i passed many years in this cry Now i can say No love, No life, No die I survived this pain and never gave up on try With my pen, I did outcry As long as I live, I will defy Always in heart ,the hope must occupy I still hope do you know why? All those afflictions gave me an eye To know empathy , to know how to fly Taught me life after every die Those gifts of pain how could I deny That is why I will live and try