My mom

Mom lets it go every night, I cannot scream of even fight. She has an addiction and it’s severe, Soon she won’t be here. I’m scared that she gets taken away, I hope she thinks of me every day. I don’t know who she is anymore, It needs to stop because my head is sore. I want to leave but dad doesn’t let me, I hope her addiction won’t get to me. She manipulates and lies to keep her secret, She won’t try to beat it. I’m just a kid and it’s none of my business, She’s tearing apart our family but when she reminisces she’ll miss this.