To my mother

You left me 

You made me sad and depress 

you were the most important person in my life 

Yet you abandoned me 

I wish things could go back 

I wish i didnt love you as much 

Should i forgive you ?

or should i hate you forever?

Why did you stay with him? 

Am i really that bad? 

Did i do smething for you to choose him over us? 

Do you just dont love me as much as you said you did? 

i really dont understand you 

one day you give us everything and the next you take it all away 

If he abused you daily then why did you stay with him 

Why couldnt you work something out for you and your daughters to be happy

Why dont you want me and my sister anymore 

you had as and now you want to throw us away 

it doesnt matter 

i wish you happines 

but dont look for me anymore 

i wont live in the same world with you 

just like you left me i will leave you too.