To my Mother, Dont Give up

I abuse sex & Drugs so the Devil doesn't catch me from up above.

I'd rather feel euphoric, it makes the self harm thoughts less.

Being fit has nothing to do with your physical capacity,

But rather the strength of your mentality.

Just give me some time Mama,

I promise I will revive ya life line.

Repress those fucked up memories that got you living life like you committed a crime.

And let you finally spread ya fuckin wings to fly.

You gotta let all that shit Dad told you die.

You are worth so much more than a regular 9-5.

I wish you saw what I saw in my eyes.

Because throughout my entire life,

You were my greatest prize.

You are the fucking realest thing alive.

I'm teaching ya'll how to be bosses

Rule number 1 you gotta be cautious.

These fake ass bitches make me so naseous.

Got my heart broke,

I should have learned to use it less.

Instead of turning out to be a fucked up mess.

But , Lately I am too blessed to be stressed.

As I said, my mental capacity is still at test.

Stop chasin shit that pays you know mind,

And know ya worth so much more time.

I just fucked ya Bitch and Popped a Zan,

Now I cant even feel my hand

Damn it feels like I'm losing my mind.

Please God take away this pain of crime.

I'm trying my hardest not to go back to doing lines.