My Name is F@#K Up ****Explicit & Cringe****

Hi my name is Fuck Up.

I can't do anything right.

I can't make anyone happy.

And I'm never enough.

Hi, I'm over achiever and I always have to put in 200% and get about .2% back.

Why? I'm not sure

but Hi, my name is black sheep and I can't be me and make everyone happy but I try and guess what... I fuck up.

Hi, my name is irresponsible And I'm sorry if I already told you but I'm oh so forgetful!

Hi, I'm flake and I never follow through with plans.

I'm worthless but I promise I have good intentions.

I plan things just to make someone else happy but I'll forget and they are let down and my friends are mad. Because Hi, my name is fuck up.

All this stress is put on me...

Anyone can see I'm incapable of doing much more than simple breathing.

Because hi my name is greedy.

If my name was love or beauty could I meet the expectations that are held so high?

But Hi, my name is fake.

I just keep a smile on my face and keep going because they don't know what I been through and I hate pity party's.

People would ask too many questions and ask if I'm ok.

I'll answer with what they want to hear and say I'm fine...

But no...hi I'm is Ashley and I'm fucked up.

So no. I'm not ok and I'm so fucking sorry that I don't meet your expectations.

I'm sorry I forget things and plan events that fall through because I'm a worthless fuck up.

I'm sorry you trusted me and relied on me and I let you down.

Sorry that I'm not good enough and never will be.

I'm sorry that I screw up and I'm sorry that I fuck things up.

I'm sorry that I can't please anyone, I try I really do. I just can't please everyone.

I'm so sorry that I dress like a "slut" and get molested to the point that I'm mentally unstable.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

Hi my name is fuck up. Im called self centered but when I try to leave earth, I can only think about the people that I won't be able to try and help.

Hi my name is fuck up and you rely on me to do good when all I can do if fuck up.

Hi I can't remember my name and I need help.