My Never-Ending Pain

You've done me wrong so many times,
and all I can do is write these rhymes.
I used to have hope for you and me,
now the truth I finally see.
I need some help to deal with this pain,
'cause all I see is this horrible rain.
As I can see there is no end,
and this future will never bend.
In my heart there is nothing to see,
just the pain of you and me.
I know this is just the beginning,
for the pain is never-ending.
I'm still waiting for the pain to ease,
hoping it will be a breeze.
But in my heart there is no hope,
sometimes I wish it would all end with dope.
I don't know how you couldn't see,
all the things you were doing to me.
Wishing all the pain would stop,
maybe my mind will finally pop.
It makes me feel dizzy,
'cause my mind is always busy.
It feels like I'm in the fiery pits of hell,
because of you I will always dwell.