I'm in love with a boy who I can't have.
I messed up something that I don't even have.
I'm not "fall-off-a-cliff" in love, but I'm sure that he's enough.
I just don't think I have enough.
He's sweet and I don't deserve him,
but he's what I want and I don't want to desert him.
He cares, and I trust him.
And for a girl who doesn't trust much,
I like him that much.
But this sweet boy, I can't have.
And this boy I've ruined chances with.
Girls have left him cold
But I want to be around him til I'm old.
We don't have to be married, I just want to be able to see him.
Because he's someone you can't let go of.
He's fantastic and a dork in the best way.
And all I want is for him to be happy.
Though that won't be with me.
To the boy that I like a lot,
I hope you can forgive me for everything bad that I've done,
I didn't write all this to be overdramatic.
I just want you to know this.
Sorry, I don't make much sense but underlined things (if it works) are what's important.