My Own Universe

I take criticism, I take pain, I take risks.

Was it worth it? Why tries so hard?

I can't control my self,  my brain is contagious. 

Too much pain, too much thoughts.

Worthless feelings, now my heart just as a piece of clay.

My own universe,

But I can't! I can't define it, I can't define my self.

It's a loss mess, so don't you enter it yourself.

I wouldn't dare, I wouldn't stop. I consumed. 

So get away from me. 

My own universe, is my hell loop.

It felt like an eternity. I can't escape from it.

Demons, they're like diseases.

Oh trust me, they already ripping me off.

My arms is calling me.

Just one cut, one pain will disappear

Just another one, I could erase another pain

And just the right cut, criticism will no longer be with me. 

And just that last cut, my own universe has been spared.