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My Pain

by dejonae.jones

I know me saying this isn't right But it's how I feel I really want to end my life Yes I am for real I really hate living here But where am I going to go The people I live with doesn't care Plus they think I'm a ho I've been attacked many times Mentally, physically, and emotionally They mess with my body and mind And it makes me lonely I can't love And they won't let me be Loved I pray to God above That I will live to Love Sooner or later I'm going to be killed By a man whose me number one hater He has a heart that is chilled I think he's angry because I fell in Love And the person actually Loves me back I think he's angry because my Love will do anything you think of This man wouldn't be such a hater if he still smoked crack I really hate living here But where am I going to go The people I live with doesn't care And they think I'm a ho I know me saying this isn't right But it's how I feel I really want to end my life Yes I am for real
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<p style="margin: 0px 0px 10px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; outline: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; font-family: ITCFranklinGothicStd-Book, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; color: rgb(37, 37, 37); background-color: rgb(239, 239, 239);">I know me saying this isn&#39;t right<br />But it&#39;s how I feel<br />I really want to end my life<br />Yes I am for real</p><p style="margin: 0px 0px 10px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; outline: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; font-family: ITCFranklinGothicStd-Book, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; color: rgb(37, 37, 37); background-color: rgb(239, 239, 239);">I really hate living here<br />But where am I going to go<br />The people I live with doesn&#39;t care<br />Plus they think I&#39;m a ho</p><p style="margin: 0px 0px 10px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; outline: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; font-family: ITCFranklinGothicStd-Book, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; color: rgb(37, 37, 37); background-color: rgb(239, 239, 239);">I&#39;ve been attacked many times<br />Mentally, physically, and emotionally<br />They mess with my body and mind<br />And it makes me lonely</p><p style="margin: 0px 0px 10px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; outline: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; font-family: ITCFranklinGothicStd-Book, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; color: rgb(37, 37, 37); background-color: rgb(239, 239, 239);">I can&#39;t love<br />And they won&#39;t let me be Loved<br />I pray to God above<br />That I will live to Love</p><p style="margin: 0px 0px 10px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; outline: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; font-family: ITCFranklinGothicStd-Book, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; color: rgb(37, 37, 37); background-color: rgb(239, 239, 239);">Sooner or later<br />I&#39;m going to be killed<br />By a man whose me number one hater<br />He has a heart that is chilled</p><p style="margin: 0px 0px 10px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; outline: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; font-family: ITCFranklinGothicStd-Book, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; color: rgb(37, 37, 37); background-color: rgb(239, 239, 239);">I think he&#39;s angry because I fell in Love<br />And the person actually Loves me back<br />I think he&#39;s angry because my Love will do anything you think of<br />This man wouldn&#39;t be such a hater if he still smoked crack</p><p style="margin: 0px 0px 10px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; outline: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; font-family: ITCFranklinGothicStd-Book, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; color: rgb(37, 37, 37); background-color: rgb(239, 239, 239);">I really hate living here<br />But where am I going to go<br />The people I live with doesn&#39;t care<br />And they think I&#39;m a ho</p><p style="margin: 0px 0px 10px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; outline: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; font-family: ITCFranklinGothicStd-Book, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; color: rgb(37, 37, 37); background-color: rgb(239, 239, 239);">I know me saying this isn&#39;t right<br />But it&#39;s how I feel<br />I really want to end my life<br />Yes I am for real</p>

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