My past relationships

Curiosity- what draws them in to your energy and daily life Conversation- how each friendship/potential partnership starts to evolve Openness- sharing stories, feelings and being vulnerable to another person Distance- the actions you received after you opened up to someone and they were emotionally unavailable or in fear of the connection Compassion- what you willingly gave them in hopes to make them feel safe, understood, and seen Inevitable- obstacles that arose that were triggers from past cycles that needed to be healed Reconcile- action taken to clear misunderstandings and any confusion while in separation from them Anxious- the feeling of not knowing how easily replaceable you are in someone's life or if they ever had real feelings for you Passion- the chemistry was strong, a sense of familiarity from the jump, as if everything you ever hoped to have was right in front of you Devotion- how you treated them over a period of time never waivered, until they shut you out Undeserving- the way you drained yourself by putting so much energy into someone hoping they'd see what they had in front of them before it was too late but it seemed like they never cared Heartbroken- the way they walked away and shut you out was and seemed so easy for them, like the whole thing never even happened Hopeful- how you feel even now, looking into the future Optimistic- knowing that you're deserving of the love you seek and that it will find you or vice versa when the time is right