My Question

My question/ where's my blessing/ I'm praying to God while he's ruthlessly resting

My fight/ my no bark no bite/ my surrounded by sin with no soul in sight

His chivalry/ my epiphany/ my where was my cloth of strength and dignity?

My jolly/ his sloppy/ his looking for order inside of my body

My pain/ his gain/ my how can you be human but so inhumane?

My trigger/ his figure/ my every-time a man looks I quiver

His plans/ his demands/ his god moving mouth but devil mimicking hands

My cries/ his lies/ his devil in John 3:16 disguise

My friends/ his friends/ the story they see using only his lens

His territory/ his story/ his have no other man before me

My scream/ his gleam/ my God please tell me it's only a dream

My vessel/ his rental/ my God grant me the strength to someday reassemble

My internalize/ my desensitize/ my man in the image of a God with no eyes

My God/ his facade/ my 1/4 girls just look at my odds

His grin/ his grip on my skin/ his all 7 of the deadly sins

His compulsory/ his adultery/ my 10 commandments all performed on me

My bible/ my denial/ my Judas out of every single disciple

My idolatry / his hold on me/ my why do I let him live in my poetry?

My broken/ my unspoken/ my who has the rights to creating this poem?

My statistic/ his sadistic/ my need to take rape and make it artistic.