MY REASON WHY

Can you fuction knowing my wrist are slit

How do you smile with the one you stole from me

Is it love or a fantasy?

See my heart aches from the pain you pump into it

I'm bruised emotionally and mentally from your doings

You say those three words, "I love you"

But the meaning is on mute

I wish to erase your touch on my skin

It only brings pain to what is left of me

I dose off on the memories we share

You are a hertbreak in a dream

I question the realiness in your words

Because your actions always lie to me

Do you really love me?

Do you love me so much that within minutes you miss me

Or does it take my last seeing of the world for you to miss my soul

Will it hurt when I'm gone?

Or will it be easy to put the blame of my death on me and the rest of the world

Will it be hard to forget me

Or will it make you cry to hear my song

To know the reason behind my "sickness"

Will that be you listening?