My Secrets

Can I share with you a secret?
Of the happiness you make me feel?
As if I even deserve your love and attention.
As for my love for you,
My heart fears your hold
And my mind asks if you shall ever change.
To learn from the choices you made.
And shall you leave when it is time
For me, I shall learn and become better.
Whether better for you or better for her.
Life isn’t what it always seems,
And at times I wish to close my eyes and sleep forever.
But as if I am a princess and you a prince,
You always wake me up from my dark slumber,
And you speak or your love for me.
My messy hair, dark eyes, the beauty I tried to hide
And even everything on the inside.