My sexuality

My sexuality is somewhere hiding from me

oh how I wish it would show itself to thee

learning who you are is part of growing up

yet i always throw mine in the dump

but I am afraid to raise my voice

in fear that my loves i will destroy

yet i am going crazy 

feeling all sorts of lazy

but because i don't know who i am inside

i just want to disappear and die

but my sexuality is somewhere hiding from me

oh how i wish it would show itself to thee