My Silent Affliction

It's just too bad that we can't go back and change the past. So much went left unsaid, so much I wish I would've done. But, all the memories last and they're as clear as glass, Yet I can't get ahead cause everything seems to go wrong. My vision is blurred, dreams differed, Yet I question everything in sight. If only I would've made better decisions back then and broke the trend, maybe everything would be alright... For now I smile, For now I laugh, Trying not to operate outta wrath; cause It's nobody's fault but mine and acknowledgement only goes so far, so let me slow down before I crash... Actions speak louder than words, and although my emotions are stirred, this time around I only want my voice to be heard.