~My Soul~

I live in harmony! I’ve lived in freedom!
I’ve lived my life long and hard!

Don’t you dare say I'm nothing!
I’ve risen from the ashes!
I burned in the flames but came out alive!

I sacrificed my soul to the dark!
My evil desires come out and you shall hate me now!

Am I evil!? Am I a saint!? Maybe an angel!?
Give me one shot one chance!
Load the gun and see if I don’t pull the trigger!

Scram in pain!
Scream my name out! Find my soul! Please I beg you!
My name aches! It bleeds, screams in pain!
While you stab it to death!
My brain is dead! I can’t think straight!
I can’t tell what is wrong and right!
I’m guilty, execute me! I’ve done wrong, I committed a crime!

I’m sorry I was a failure to you!
I’m sorry I’m dead inside!
I’m sorry I turned against you!
I’m sorry I sacrificed my soul…..

The soul I had! The soul I lost! My soul, my body, my mind!

My blood stains this contract!
I can burn it in the flames of hell to get my soul back that I long for!

With these lies that have been told
And these lies that scar my memory
They burn my heart!

All I wanted for you was my love!
You started the fire in my body!
You left me to burn! To burn!
You never expected me to make it!

My soul you look for, I search for is gone!
Forgotten but never forgiven!
My soul…