My story

I can't change my thoughts ,my words or, actions .If I could I wouldnt,I have been at my lowest where I felt as if I was spiraling downward with no net to catch me, having taken a belt to my neck feeling the grip get tighter ,my eyes became more clear You can't change life no life is perfect ,nothing is perfect I've felt alone in a room full of people and so connected to people  while alone in a room. I have been at my very best smiling everyday brought the greatest joy you never truly know how happy you once were until you hit bottom. I've hit bottom but there is no where to go but up.