My Thoughts

This is like a non stop roller coaster With more downs than ups Everyday it's like eggshells Not knowing what to say I apologize a lot Too much I think Apologizing so much looses its meaning It looses its feeling Authority is not my favorite subject It never has been It makes me cringe when an adult tells me what to do But when I respect them i don't mind I respect her The most interesting women I've ever met Everyday that we sit and talk I learn something new That is the best feeling Knowing a strong women That has done many things That is interesting to be in the presence of This women Will take the repeat offenses Apologies Ill try better It wasn't me That was nothing Ugh Stressing My future is the most important thing to me And people who want to help me with that get pushed away It's just a block A block in my heart I push because I feel that everyone won't be there forever People leave all the time Letting someone in my life is hard Because either they disappear Or I do Gosh I want so bad to be that person Someone to always show respect Not to make you angry I want to make life easier But leaving Leaving Leaving Maybe that's it That's why it's the leaving I'm afraid of it I'm scared and I can't show it