My undefined pain

My biggest regret was falling for the wicked

Yearning for something he never intended to give 

Usually unattached and unbothered was I 

Never showing emotion but boy did I lie

Definitely seeking something different, something better

Even greater than the world could imagine

Finer than the luxury of material but graver than the pain of a broken heart  

I never could tell it apart 

Nevertheless, intertwined in thought 

Emotionless was his name

Destined to walk all over the hearts of many 

Particularly those with interest like any

An antidote for forbidden love

I gave away

Not to say there’s not any left till this day