This is my vision

Yall just think its a game 

remember back to me those days

what I been gettin without no assistin 

under all this conviction 

but never got any additions 

under any conditions 

im seeing those calls

im hearing my phone

still fucking left alone! 

guess I cared what everyone thought

like I was thinkin and tryna be someone im not

why the fuck should I care

when yall still dont even call

all that could be reason for stall

but i proved I could be tall 

even though yall never let me 

or even believed in me

Im never gonna be forgetting

cuz yall never were even there

so im really seeing your stare 

I thought if I needed my family was there

I put all the blame on those who wasnt there

cuz all you really care about is that fucking image you wear! 

I been thinking a lot 

Im defyin the odds 

Im taking my shots

Im not gonna stop 

until im the happiest ive been 

happiest ive ever really been 

been really thinking 

through these ups and downs 

and why i continue to give a fuck about any of this shit 

im fucking over it