My Yin
You said " everything isnt meant for you to understand"
But I understand that you will never be MY man
I dont think you know what you did to me
You made me believe that i was going to be your everything
I listened to your stories about your abandonment, I vowed to never leave
I know your insecurities because your insecurities became mine
And our heart began to beat at the same time
Loving myself wasnt easy but loving you felt like a summer's breeze
Our favorite thing to do was get ice cream from Baskin and Robbins
Now I hate that place cause all i can see, think, and remember is you
I prayed that you would soon become a man
To show me affection, care, and understanding because I didnt want it from no other man
Your smile was contagious, in those moments i felt sense of validation
You would give the best hugs and from that i could feel both our souls from the tip of our toes to the top of the nose
Mine was old and yours was lost, together it made a hella of a cause
I was yours and you was mine
Only sometimes, half the times, but never all the time
We said good bye a few times , However this time is truly the end
If I could do it all again, shit I would hestitate but you were my yin.