What would I change?
Of all things I wish I could change, that is the only one I can
I have changed myself before, yet, in order the go where I please
I need to save myself - Change me
I was born to heal and to help bring others to health
Yet how can I do that, when I am blistered
When I am broken?
I want to change myself
I want to be stronger, impervious to the winds of Time
Yet, that would abandon my humanity
If I am to help people, how can I lose my "people-ness?"
How can I help, if I cannot relate?
Yet, the pain of Time, it breaks me apart.
Death and Decay
Sickness and Pain
It reaches inside me and breaks me apart
The only thing pulling me forward
Is hoping I can pull out these parasites
But, there is no hope
These parasites are what cause us to fall sick
They cause us to die
I cannot remove these parasites from my own self
So I must remove them from others
I must free others
For as long as I can
I must change myself, so I can help others