Naive.

I spent days and wasted nights

Thinking of just how stupid I feel

I'm so open to the mystery of u That I really do wanna try Finding u out

Because to me your worth the time And every about u interest me

But u won't see me I wanna believe your so different from wht I'm used

to but U dnt show me

And when u do it only last moments And moments fade like seconds I wish I could start over

like strangers again

Just so I won't catch feelings I wanted to work slow with u So we could grow

But nothing u do shows me that u wanna learn me

U I wanna fight for But the wars in my head While

another girls in yo bed And I'm in a car

Waiting to drive off the edge So I can no longer

Suffer from these Emotions u give me Almost every time I try And I try

But u forgot that I'm so shy And that even something as simple as sending the first text Is a hard step for me And u

don't understand how much I try so u know that I'm interested

in yo time But I don't have The right look So your not interested in mine

I say it's OK I Lie and say O I'm fine but Inside I'm crying Because u will nvr know how it feels to be

The person everybody just wants to feel on

Even u I'm just a feel So the feelings I have In this reality

shouldn't be real Because u weren't real With

your motives But it's ok No one really cares If they hurt me No one wants

to hold me And hug me when I'm hurting Yet everyone and me is so happy And I live so far alone That not even

my family cant reach me.