The Necklace

Going through my stuff today when I pick something up

A necklace

A necklace YOU gave to me

A necklace that YOU gave to me before summer started

A necklace that I wore EVERYDAY to remind me of you

A necklace that reminded me that I have [sighs]... had you

And I wonder

I wonder if you still have my necklace

I wonder if you still think of me everyday

I wonder if you remember US

.....

I clench my jaw tighter and tighter because I am reminded of all the promises you made ONLY TO BE BROKEN AS IF THEY MENT NOTHING

FILLING MY HEAD UP WITH FALSE INFORMATION

FALSE INFORMATION ABOUT ... US 

ALL BECAUSE OF .... me

My mature mind caused this

My mature mind wanted to be the one

Not knowing that my mature mind was dealing with an immature individual

But now

Now I know

Now I know the truth about you and how you hide who u are behind a beautiful mask

Now I know that behind that mask

Your ugly

But I think I'm over thinking things

All because of a stupid necklace