Need for Speed

My anger is swells I’ve lost and I fell Will I ever get up? Trying is never good enough I’m and under achieving over achiever A pessimist and a non-believer Where will I get this strength from to finally become someone To not sit on my couch and run my mouth and hold myself captive in my dingy ass house This is word of mouth I show no growth, I am a lame But what can I do, I feel such pain What to do but fry my brain Mary Jane come in sight again Rush my bulbous body with adrenaline Then maybe I get up and try to crawl through this maze Maybe run or jump, I’m sure I’ll amaze I’m tired of losing Tired of being angry Tired of know nothings continuously trying to play me My actions will be shameless and in plain view Showing you to make it you’ll do whatever you have to because shit I want a mansion maybe I’ll have two