Never

I've never been the prettiest 

nor the smartest 

I've never really been anything 

but i've always tried to be something 

anything really 

maybe if I were a little more athletic, dad would have wanted to train me instead of Trinety

if only I were a little more interesting Zach would have wanted to talk to me 

what if I didn't have that lisp in the second grade, would the older kids make fun of someone else instead 

or maybe if i was a little thinner, I could be a little happier 

but instead i'm left here crying 

wondering why i'm never enough 

Maybe if i talked a little less 

or smiled a little more 

mom wouldn't be so angry all the time 

If only I didn't have those blemishes 

If only I had the courage 

if only 

what if 

is all I can ever think about 

why do I have to sound so depressing 

maybe I should switch it up and be a little happier 

maybe then people might talk to me instead of running away 

Maybe I'm better off not being anything at all 

I'm just another lost cause