Never Be Loved

I keep getting these feelings about girls that I really want to get to know,

But I can't say anything because my self-esteem has gotten so low.

It's hard to think someone could love you when you are defined by words of hate,

At an early age I was then given failure as my fate.

Will I ever be loved?

Will I ever meet a girl that makes me feel like I have completed this puzzle in mind?

Or is that something that I am never going to find.

I keep getting these feelings of hopelessness like I lost something I never even had,

All I want to do is show you that I am not all that bad.

It is kind of hard to tell you something that I don't even believe,

I look in the mirror and I all I see is a walking travesty.

Will I ever be loved?

Will I ever meet a girl that makes me feel like I might actually be worth it?

And love me even if I don't always deserve it.

I keep getting these feelings of feelings that I don't truly understand,

I don't see that when it comes to love each moment of silence is a second chance.

Yet I see you and I don't even open my mouth to say a word,

You'll never realize how much watching you leave class hurts.

Will I ever be loved?

Will I ever meet a girl that makes me feel like I am better than I say?

Because love can give me hope in a brighter day.

But love is so hard to find,

And after everything they said.

I don't think that I will ever be loved.