Never better

My days have became brighter , 

I know no longer crave your body ,

I no longer want your attention,

I can see the sun shinning over me ,

I can touch the rain drop ,

I can feel your hand on me lord telling me it’s gonna be alright ,

My days are getting better ,

Time is getting shorter ,

My dreams is closer. 

I thought I need him ,

I thought he loved me ,

But you god have never left me ,

& for that I’m thankful ,

I was once blind by love & his words .

But I realize that just the devil ,

He got to know me immediately & used my weakness against me ,

God showed me that’s for me ,

I kept trynna make it work ,

I kept trynna make him see me ,

All I wanted was love & all he wanted was sex. 

It took for me to get rape & end up in a bad situation to realize he wasn’t for me ,

Better days was yet to come ,

I’m thankful ,

But sometimes I fall back into the same habit,

God is who I call on ,

He who save me from the cravings,

Better days ….