never lose my light

I never knew how much your smile really meant to me until it was to late,

trying to keep a brave face so you cant see all the ugliness, fears, and all the hate.

So i would put on a smile to show you i still have hope everything would turn out right,

meanwhile inside me is filling up with darkness that i cant seem to fight.

I hope you know how much i love you and how much i looked forward to seeing your beautiful face,

now your gone and i sit here missing you and wishing i could have token your place.

I'm going to try and get my light back inside my soul so you can see it when you look into my eyes,

ill grab onto it and hold it with all my strength before it burns out and dies.

IM not going to let them take away all that is good inside of me,

i'm going to hold on to that loving girl you raised and always knew id be.

i wish i would have been more prepared for how different my world is going to be,

i would have held you little tighter for alot longer and made sure you knew ill try to make you proud of me.