Never see you cry

Walking upon a 747 about to fly, 16 years old...face full of tears... Don't turn around to say goodbye. He can never see you cry. . . A day earlier I'm saying those goodbyes. With a happy face full of smiles... nothing but lies . . Goodbye to all I've known, all that's dear and all I loved in my 16 years of life. All because I fell in love, kissed a girl and wanted her to be my wife. . . Hugged my grandma who raised me, knowing we'll never see eatch other again. On my worst enemy, I would never wish this pain. . . My brother and sister are emotionless and the looks on thier faces are numb. Finaly, my brother (in the saddest voice I can recall) "why dad?! How come?!" . . My sister breaks down in tears. I hold her, while searching for the words to take away her fears. . . I can't think, I'm empty. Looking at his frown.... about to take a swing... I was so damn tempted. . . Walking down the stares, her front door opens. Her teary eyes are saying don't leave me yet. Fuck! We should of just pulled a Romeo and Juliet. . . Just to make sure that he goes insane. Who am I kidding, this man is dead inside. He would never feel any pain. . . At the airport he hands me my luggage and says "good luck" Inside I'm saying "sure guy, we both know you don't give a fuck" . . Walking upon a 747 about to fly, face full of tears... I Won't turn around.... You will never see me cry.