Never There

I felt the shadow                                                                                

I saw the shadow 

I was the shadow                                                                              

It had become me, 

I was held captive by my smile        

Little did you know I wasn't there anymore 

I was far away trapped in a dungen doomed to die            

Wishing with all my heart that I could break away and fly 

Fly home, to you, to my family but I couldn't. 

Not yet. the wounds were still too deep 

Too fresh,

they still bleed sometimes, you know

more often then I would ever care to admit 

but I still want to come home, to actually smile, 

not the fake ones that became my prison 

I was there, but was I ever truely? 

not anymore and though I may still laugh and talk

I'm not there anymore. it's a mirage, i swear

look closer,

the worlds greatest majic trick, 

I Was Never There