Never true

Two brothers, two rules, two beds, two schools. Always outside, always at school, always on the run. I have nothing to lose. "I sleep at 10." Go to bed at 2. "I ate ate home." Sike. "I ate at school." The showers burn, like the cuts. I get stabbed in the back with my own guts. I can't cry, i cannot scream, it's not real, it's just a dream.