Never Warm Again

i may not understand you

but it is impossible 

for me to be more sure

of how right everything feels

when your mystifying mind

lets me in

hearing the vigor in your words

seeing the candor in your eyes

until now,

i never knew what it felt like 

to get chills at the sight 

of someone else’s happiness 

if this is it

God 

i hope i am never warm

again