New me

I'm twisted in my head

The only home I know is my bed

I say I'm tired cause I'm a liar

"I'd rather be sleeping"

Is an excuse for I'm gonna start weeping

I hide away sheeply talking to the ceiling

Wishing i didn't feel things I'm always in my feelings

I've dug this grave now i'm all alone

It's just that time for me to go

Cause I'm not th kid that you used to know

Forget about the past and all the emtions

Going through the fazes the trials and the motions

I'm not gonna die is my only notion

I don't wanna be that kid

The news talking about my "accident"

Put these tragidies to rest\

Im not a "R.I.P" I'm a new me

Soon the world will see

What kinda person I can be

When life gets tough I won't plan on letting go

I'm not the favorite side character in this show

When the sun comes down on my parade

I'll still be dancing in the shade and in the rain 

I'll change my name and change my lane

My life will never be the same