news report

NEWS REPORTER: Hope Amidon what do you see when you look into the mirror what do feel inside when you see yourself?

HOPE: Uh that's a good question? well uh I see imperfections, I see a girl who pretends to act strong just for the sake of her family, I see a hurt little girl who has many battle scar and many bad memories who hold her down like some type of weight on her shoulders, I see a totally weak and ugly personality that only a certain few get I see a girl who tries her best to do good but yet still comes last in the race to be good enough I see a girl who pretends to be fine yet a waterfall of tears is waiting to pour out but only when she gets home and behind closed doors, I see a girl whos waiting for someone to love her and risk everything for her because she would do the same just to make them happy, I see a girl who has been strong for way too long yet she hates to cry because she thinks it's a sign of weakness so she never does it unless it's all too much for her and she can't help but do it but she feels so small she could be in a room full of people

yet still feel so alone and sacred deep down she is scared of everything she has lost a lot and did a lot for people but no one seems to do it for her. She is so quick to make others happy yet she can't seem to take some for herself and that is what kills her but beside all that is does have one thing and that is hope hope for a better day hope for another day to shine but slowly it dies  bc she has lost a lot so that is what I see when I look into a mirror thank you.