"The Next Step"

I take the pen and write it down/ flipping through the pages of my rhymes/ and scribble out the doubt rejoice the emotion that held to the ground/ and release the tension in my stomach/ so I breath it out And I withhold the setback that refrains me/ that delays me/ this pain will no longer break me cause it made me!/ coping with it daily/ but the self express art was utilized to efface it/ That suffer that was strained/ was built for the strength I apologize to god that dealt with my complaints/ I appreciate the bliss/ where i live to say the day/ where I breath in the air/ whether it's sunny or in the rain/ when afraid of the world/ this is my escape/ a sacred heart and the music/ was enough to maintain faith Even if it hurts/ I write it out as a life story/ then Convert in a verse/ to apprise life's glory/ I can see/ the pain is finally setting free I know that everythings is lost but destiny will meet with me/ & i will believe that hope & faith will turn out one day I drop the pen/ take a break from my escape/ join reality/ to accept a sudden change But even then, this dream is alive/ the endeavor to achieve/ was still welcomed to his life I'm on a quest to meet the end of my journey/ over come distraction in the path that i turn in disregard the purpose/ where im overlooking verdicts/ over looking critics/ so ill prosper and ill flourish the past is in the furnace/ the history that was yearning/ is Burning, all to ashes/ in success that im now earning i caught a glimpse of a life/ that soon ill exist in/ replenish any fright/ caused by the struggles that i been in/ liberate from the strings/ that controlled every move/ detained me from my dreams/ that abolished my pursuit/ im free to be a man/ i introduce you to my allegory/ my ending chapter/ but not the end of my poetic story . .