Nicole's heartbreak

I loved her.

But i’m over it.

Its so weird, i can't explain.

She’s perfect for me 

What we had was healthy

Or maybe unhealthy 

Who cares

At the end of it all i told her to just be happy with him 

Because all i've ever wanted for her was for her to be happy 

I’ve lost my best friend

For some reason i’m at peace 

I'm not hurting anymore 

Or maybe i am 

I have to thank her for giving me one of the best life experiences i could ever have 

She helped me know what i want in a person 

She let me love her with all i had 

She never held back 

She had high standards 

I didn't want to date in high school

But she was the only exception  

I really wanted to marry her 

She was the easiest person to fall in love with 

I would have done life with her 

She was comforting, reliable. 

All the things I want in a person are all of the things she gave me. 

Our relationship was lovely. 

I was broken 

I couldn't function 

It felt like every part of me had left

I was empty

Gone 

But not anymore. 

If we are meant to be together then it will happen

If no, then there's nothing i can do about it

I wish her the best.