In the night

I still love you

I still need you

Do you love her?

Do you need her?

Why did you stop loving, stop needing me?

The morning comes

Head pounding

The light of my phone distracts me

I open it

My messages are open

To her

What the hell did I say?

I scroll up

Knives stabbing at my heart

My fingertips start to tingle

The tingling starts to spread

My mind slows

No no no no no no no no no

I eventually calm

 

My phone vibrates

 

Her

 

Please stop messaging me

Delete my number

 

 

This poem is about: 
Me

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