At Night

At night I stay home alone 

Alone with my thoughts and no sound 

Alone questioning myself 

Alone bound 

At night I dream of fantasies 

I Dream of love unconditionally 

I Dream of unkempt harmony

I Dreams of extravagance

At night I see time move without me 

I see the buildings getting bigger 

I see the kids growing taller 

I see my mother thinner 

At night I imagine possibilities 

Possibilities of having kids 

Possibility of getting rich

Possibility of giving up 

At night I do not get much sleep

I rather stay awake 

I rather stay anxious 

I rather overthink 

At night, I stay home, alone.