That night

It’s dark ,

Tv light ,

No moves , 

No sounds , 

Just me & my little sister , 

Nobody else , 

I close my eyes , 

I turned over & went fast asleep, 

Time later , 

I was woke , 

By a touch of a man , 

A rough touch , 

Angry In the voice ,

Very ruff ,

Told loudly to not move ,

I screamed move , 

He grab , 

He pushed , 

He fight , 

He stab me , 

I cried some more , 

I screamed some more , 

I begged , 

Looked up & my sister was gone , 

I cried for mommy , 

I screamed , 

I begged , 

& still he put his dick in my mouth, 

He bang harder & harder , 

Yak my hair from my face , 

Rub his dick down my face , 

Took his dick out , 

Rubbed it on pussy , 

He told me to stay still ,

Don’t move ,

But all I wanted to do was get away , 

I begged , 

I fought back , 

I scratched him hard , 

I bite him , 

I kicked him , 

I was digging in his eye , 

But still he put his dick in me , 

He said don’t you wanna make daddy nut , 

He said don’t you wanna make daddy happy , 

He said don’t you wanna be a good girl for daddy , 

He said right daddy give you the best dick ever , 

He said don’t you like the way my dick feel in your pussy , 

All I kept saying is I’m only 9 , 

He was in fact my mother boyfriend,

He was in fact not scared of the consequences , 

He in fact lied & told my mother it wasnt true , 

He in fact said he never touch me , 

My uncle in fact told my mother it was truu , 

My mother in fact did nothing , 

That night I lost myself , 

That night I was in fear even move , 

That night happen every night , 

That night happen so many times that every time I close my eyes I relive them , 

That night cause so much pain in me I can’t explain, 

That night Fuck me up mentally I can’t have sex without drugs , 

That night Fuck me up physical I can’t be happy without drugs , 

That night have became a nightmare , 

Sleepless nights , 

That night change my life forever ,