Nightmares

As if I’m not suffering enough

You come when insomnia is playing nice and whisper in my ears terrible things just before you strangle me just to watch me struggle to hold my last breath 

Then you let me breath 

You keep introducing to insomnia like I don’t know it well enough 

You are my whole distraction 

You don’t stop at night, you’re in my dreams 

You come into the day ready to swallow me whole 

You corrupt my thoughts

I will not forgive you