NO

(poems go here)You submit because you don’t feel like fighting tonight. Because how many times do I have to say No to make him stop. I even said Please. I can hear what’s going through his head, “Just one more second and she’ll be so turned on that she’ll want it too.” “Oh, she wants it; she’s just being difficult.” “She’ll definitely be into it once I start giving it to her…” “once I find her clit…” “once I get my tongue on her nipple…” “once I get my fingers inside her…” “just a second longer…” “just until I…”

When really, how the fuck did we get here in the first place? How the fuck do you think you know what I want, especially when I’m telling you to your dumb ass face that this is most certainly NOT what I want, even if you’re drunk, even if you’re my friend, even if you’re my tutor, even if I’ve had class with you for a whole year. When really, your fingers on my pussy is so much more than harassment ALREADY. Do you think I mean yes please put it in me when I say No? When I repeat No? I thought we both spoke English. No is almost the same in every Romance language anyway. Not your language whatever the fuck that is caveman in my own head in my own dick language, yeah? No means please keep going? No means you’re suddenly a deaf and uncommunicative? No means please continue touching me? No means I’m drunk so I don’t know what I’m saying? No means YOU’RE drunk so you don’t know what you’re doing, especially when I confront you tomorrow morning? Even if we’re dating? No means maybe if I ignore her long enough she’ll stop saying it? No definitely means hell yes you’re getting some tonight? WHAT THE FUCK

So fine, fine. I’ve repeated No, please No, not tonight, No, I have to pee, No, not right now, No I don’t want it, No, please stop, please stop, No, I’m nervous, No.

 I’m tired and drunk and I’ve given it to you before so you expect it now and I guess I’ll just let you have it. Should be easy, just lie there. Fine. Sure. Whatever. Yeah.

NO. NO. NO.