NO TO FAKE FRIENDSHIP

I give up on you. The first day I knew you, I thought you would care, I looked up to you in bad times, To wipe my tears but when I turn around,you are the one stabbing on my back. I trusted you with my secrets,but you are the one spreading rumors gossiping about me, At least you found something to spread than your legs. You only appear when it shines in the light , Yet dissapear when it rains in darkness. I only exist when you need something, Your loyalty ends when you benefit from me. When needed you are nowhere. You betrayed me, Blinded with your fake sugarcoating smiles and words, I couldn't see your straight lies. You are a pretender,worser than a murderer,an honest enemy I abandoned the real me,to impress you, Yet you never realized. Sacrificed precious time,lied to parents to hang out with you, Yet you never appreciated You connected me to bad company, ruining my morals with peer pressure. Then ran away leaving me stuck,a drug addict Everyday I see you walking around the streets, Do you remember me? Why are you hiding? Why avoid me,yet I was once a source of your happiness You don't know the pain I feel, You made a fool of me. You trashed me to enemies, Now everyone is making jokes of me,the talk of the town. I feel so hurt I regret having you as a friend, You were a fake one,wearing sheep skin,two faces with two hearts, Were you made in China? You took advantage of my innocence,I feel so used. Giving you my all, When the only feelings and needs you cared about are yours. I'm so low, depressed Bestie,where are you? Real situations like these have exposed the real you I have seen your true colors hidden behind your beauty It's funny how you talk shit behind my back. You think I'm not aware! I wish I never knew you, The worst choice I ever did in my life. But it is what it is, Dissapointed yet not surprised. Everytime I see you in my phone gallery, The selfies,the love and laughing emojis,long chats,hugs, partying... All these are still imprinted on my mind like it was yesterday. The moment I think of you,I just remember the lies you made me believe I just wonder how you turned out to be a monster,the worst enemy ever, A wicked mission accomplished, Hope you are happy. You pulled me down, I'm reduced to nothing. I don't know if I will ever get a true friend So fucked up,I'd rather be alone peacefully, Than fighting and thinking about fake friends who never care. Thank you for the lessons you made me learn, I promise to myself never to trust people fully and value the real me. I will always pray for you to have a good life, And to build true friendship with someone else. Goodbye.